I feel like everyday is almost the same, or maybe they all just run together. Some days I feel so happy and other days I just cry for no reason. I'm only 22 I keep telling myself but, yet everyone is getting pregnant or has 2 kids by now and where does that leave me ? still hoping and praying some day I will get a miracle, but other days I feel like I will never get anything I want at that. Days seem to go by so fast, life does to time seems to be flying by and I am still CHILDLESS. I have no clue how to deal with this situation anymore. I have no insurance and no money at that to even help this situation get better.
BACK AND FORTH days get easy and then they get hard. I believe in god to the fullest but it is things like these that we tend to lose hope and give up.
NO ONE WILL EVER UNDERSTAND
